Change of Pace:)

I have never complained, bothered to ask,

or even shown any sign of remorse...

For the first time since Brynn was born,

Tony got up and fed her during the night...2x!

I was so exhausted that I didn't even wake up to her crying.

I woke up at 2am...

I thought I heard someone talking in the living room.

~It was one of those moments of confusion

and being frightened all at the same time.~

It took me a while, but I finally realized that it was

Tony playing/talking with Brynn...

I also noticed that I really was uncomfortable from not nursing...

if it weren't for that, I would have slept until morning;)

Though I feel guilty from not being with Brynn last night,

I am relieved to feel that I am not in this alone.

Not that I really have felt that way,

but I never have felt that the responsibility needed to shift.

It was definitely a nice change of pace!